There’s always a certain time of life when you just wish you could turn back time; going back to the nostalgic happenings in your life; maybe even making a change…and realizing the past will stay as the past after all. There’s no use regretting in life, just learn from every mistake you’ve made and hope not to repeat it.

Big Bro Criz tagged me yesterday…to write basically about the time when i was 18 years old.

The rules goes as this…

(copied from Criz’s blog)

THE RULES:
1. Go to www.popculturemadness.com
2. Select the year you turned 18 (type the year in the google search)
3. Get all nostalgic over the songs of the year
4. Write about it
5 . Pass this tag onto 5 others

Oh well, today’s post is not about regrets and sorrows but its about going back to the time when i’m 18; n the songs produced of the year. As most of you would’ve known by now, i’m EXTREMELY terrible in the music industry…and i remembered how i made a fool out of myself (and Feebz) in front of the public in regards to the case of “Too Phat” @ Sunway Pyramid. Ahhh…those memories that Feebz never stopped reminding everyone!! LOLx…!!!

So yea…here it goes! *close eyes & prays*

a) My Boo – Usher & Alicia Keys
Prabu^ (ircOp of technerd); also a online dJ introduced and dedicated this song to me on the first day listenin’ to his station *blush*. The times of dating several guys tryin’ to let someone go (yea, rebounds DOES NOT WORK!)…but no matter what, i guess i’ll always have my boo. *sings my boo, my boo my boo*

b) Toxic – Britney Spears
Normally i’m not a big fan of Britney Spears (still am not though) but this song kinda gets u the feel of being addicted, intoxicaed by someone. Sometimes, u just realize u’ve lost something so precious when u’ve finally lost it. *sighs*

Take My Breath Away – Jessica Simpson
Lol…the memories of listening slowly to this song, lookin’ at the person u thought u love, n suddenly realising that this would never work. I know it goes the opposite from this song…but its funny thinkin’ u might fall for someone, thinkin’ u’ll forget another…n suddenly realizing this is not right. *wat a jerk i am?!*

My Happy Ending – Avril Lavigne

“You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending…”

“It’s nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It’s nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

…listenin’ to this song, reading each n every word from the lyrics kinda stabs u day after day. Damn…how much i hated this song during that year!!! n…how Nana would sing n sing n sing to it ~

The Reason – Hoobastank
This is a really nice song, a song that woke me up in a way to be a better person. I guess that’s why there’s something between Chris n I till today. There’re times i wonder if its worth to do so much for someone, but again…that’ll cause a reason to continue striving for something or someone and at the same time letting u grow to be a more matured and reliable person. lol…

Everytime – Britney Spears
I remember this song every single second of my life. Its a song that Fatty n I would listen to every single day when i’m driving to pyramid or anywhere else. N then…two of us will continuously emo to the song. LOLx. The times of thinkin’ that there’s more…wishin’ it didn’t end so hard…n hoping that one day there would be a change, n someone would just take u off ur feet, forgetting the person that u’ve already lost, n can no longer hold…

I’m beginnin’ to realize how unrealistic i was…how lovey dovey i was…how childish i am during that year. So vulnerable…n yet so cold hearted. Playin’ around one by one, hoping to let someone go…finally realizing that it’ll never work, n its just causing u more pain. Dang…i’m sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sappy *sighs*

5 people I’d like to tagged for this is…

1) Narce - my baby…my dearest…my loveliest. Would also wanna know what he was like at the age of 18 ~ Who knows…he’s more baby-ish. LOLx

2) Rcks - my lou gong that’s stucked in Taiwan now. Wonder when he’ll be tagging for this *sighs*. Why him?? Cause he’s a hopeless romantic…n wanna see how slutty he was during those years. LOL~

3) JJ didzai -  its funny how baby n I would try to get him high all the time, i’m sure it’ll be fun to see what his 18 years old life would be like (…its this year rite??)

4) Feebz - my sis, another one that’s 18 this year. As she’s sooooooo involved in music, i’m sure she’ll be able to relate to the songs of the year easily. =)~

5) Shaz – my ex-boss, a great leader and also a great friend. Remembered the times we called him the BFG (Big Friendly Giant) cause he’s sooooo friendly, n so outgoing. Hopefully we’ll see something bout the time he was 18 soon yea =D~